As the year is winding down I have found myself increasingly eager for the year to end. This has been a rough year; physically, mental, emotionally... It's not just been one or two things but it's felt like the whole damn year has just been a mess. Sure there has been good to come out of this year but if you asked I could probably only think of a very small amount. The more I have thought about it the more I knew that I could not handle another year like this, a year that is some taxing on my being is not able to happen again I really am not sure that I could ever bounce back from another year like this one.
As I was thinking though I realize that for the most part I create my own reality, sure there are things I can't control and I am not stranger to mental illness, and I know those things are things you can't really help. But I can control the sadness I make for myself I can control the hell that I allow other's to put me in my living my life to the fullest, by doing the things I want to do, my living my dreams and not letting someone tell me I can't, by having a positive mental attitude.
Thus this blog was born. I plan on making a list of things I want to accomplish in 2017 and as I complete these things I will write about them. In a way using this as a way to hold myself accountable. But also to just document the next year good and bad.
If you have any ideas of things that I should try to do please send them my way. I will be posting my list of things I want to do in the next week or so keep an eye out for new blogs!
Heather.
